What the fudge happened to you?

Hi Strangers & Readers.

I guess I should be the one to explain what has happened to us. Since it's actually my fault mostly. (Besides the lack of inspiration on both Cece's and my side of things...)

See...I met someone. kind of started dating. Kind of fell in love. and kind of live together now. and in which some states is considered common law married. (Don't tell him that.) Lets call him "The Goober."

The Goober is a main part of why Cece and I hadn't written in months. Mostly I haven't written since I've  been busy falling in love and everything. I know doesn't really seem legit of a good reason but Hey, you go try to find someone who consumes your every waking thought (and dreams shhhh.. ;) ) and you get back to me and say you wanna write about a couple who breaks your heart because their not canon. okay? Its hard. I mean I hadn't even seen Cece in like...months. Which is horrible right? I text her. I call her weekly. I just hadn't found the...drive to sit and read much less write. Especially when The Goober can come up and read over my shoulder at any minute and wonder what the fuck is his girlfriend writing about. (Ladies, he has read Twilight multitimes and seen the movies, if he so much as see's "Renesmee and Alec Volturi" There's no hiding what the topic is. and If he so much as see's that it's Smut. I'm a doomed woman. okay?)

I wish I could tell you guys more. Honestly but there are really no words to decribe this experience. I guess I could tell you guys a little about him? Yes? No?

The Goober is real name is Joseph. But honestly no one calls him this since he became The Goober. He's 22. (I know I know..wtf Tiff? going for someone Younger? I'm telling you right now I did not plan for him to come into my life. I wanted someone older but eh...he's so fucking cute. okay? I'm weak!!)  He goes to college and majors in Computer Networking. (BRAINY AND CUTE. HEHE.) He is a fanboy of The Hunger Games, Twilight, Star Wars, Lord of The Rings, and other stuff. (I recently got him addicted to Spider-Man. Yeah I know. I'm awesome. ;) ) His passion is computers, BMX Riding and making badass milkshakes. No lie. and of course hanging out with me. oh and PC Gaming his other past time. He enjoys Skyrim. Anyone played that shit? its crazy. He also got me into World of Warcraft but Skyrim has taken over. Tis a sad day. What else? funny as hell? Check. Cocky? Yeppers. Quick wit? Most definately. Tender hearted secretly? Oh yeah. But only I can see that. ;) So yeah, he's smart, charming, goofy and a little special in all ways. But I think the most important part in all of this is I love him. plain and simple. I'm happy for the first time in like ever. and it's because of him.


another reason for our madness is when we do have time to write we lack motivation. So...we need to work on that. I'll try to write some today but like I said I have a man who knows fandoms. I can't be to open about this stuff right? we all have to have our secrets.


PEACE & LOVE.


XOXO
Tiff

The Emotionless Shadow: In eReader Format?

YES!!

We converted TES for eReaders now! Cece and I have always feared something might happen to our baby, because we know of stories being taken down. But now? That problem is solved!
Ever wanted TES for your eReader or your computer?? Fear not!

It's avaible in two...TWOOOOOO formats for your eReader.

PDF and ePub. FOR FREE! (CLICK THE LINKS!)

If The link is not working any longer, then please message us somewhere. weather it be on our twitter or our Fanfic account. We will fix the issues!

Now The question I know everyone is probably wondering...

Is LITD going to be formatted for eReaders too? Possibly. When the story is completely and we're ready to stay good bye then It will more then likely be formatted in PDF and ePub.
When will that be?

As pathetic as it sounds. WE DON'T KNOW. we always complete our work. Theres no worry there. But when is LITD over. It's hard to say. it's taking to damn long. That's for sure!

I hope everyone enjoys their eBooks!!

WARNING: Grammar is the same as it was originally when posted on FF.net. Stop Judging Bitches. LOL


MAWH!

XOXO
Tiff. from IITM.

What's taking you so damn love IITM??

Hey guys,
Tiff here. Just to let you guys know what's up. I have officially moved. AHHH. Also got myself a new computer. WEE! bad news? IT LACKS MICROSOFT WORD.

You heard me. He doesn't have a writing problem. It...has...NOTHING.
I've already had a meltdown about this, and Cece's had a meltdown..manly because her laptop broke on her and LITD is once again stuff in the land of not-so- Stokin' Justice. (Her Laptop)

I've....I don't know. I'm trying figure out a way around this to where I don't have to spend HUNDREDS of dollars for Word, when clearly I can't afford it. I need my writing stuff. I have a lot at stake here. you know? UGH!

If anyone has ideas, please DM me on my twitter @DefineDelicate
I would really appericate it.

Also once I get my shiz back and LITD is back to being posted...(haha see the joke there?)
I, Tiff...want to start posting my own Alec&Renesmee story. It's AH and well...I'll tell you a little about it and you guys tell me if your interested okay?

Basically....Alec&Renesmee Humans from...Acident Greece.
Oh yeah. I'm going there. I'm making Athens!Renesmee and Spartan!Alec....You read that currectly, SPARTAN ALEC.
This little Baby of mine, has been cooking for some time now. I love Acident Greece and anything that has to do with Greece really. (MYTHOLOGY? OMG YES.) and I have a passion for history. Spartan Alec is quite...HEHE..in my opinion and I've been writing bits and peices of this every once in a while. I'm making it a QuickFic. What's that mean? it means I'm going to be updating daily. How is that possible when I can't even write LITD? well...like I said, I've been planning this for a while and I plan on writing the story out completely before posting. The chapters will be MAGA short. (5/6 pages) The Title of this story is....Undecided as of now. I'm hoping it'll just come to me like most of the titles I work with.
Will Cece be helping me? Of course Cece always helps me in some shape or form. The girl is my muse and inspiration. She knows everything about it. from storyline to ending. Hell, she can't even deny, she fancy's my Spartan!Alec And it's her imput I will be getting before I finish this beast. I literally can't write without her. even if I tried. does that mean she's c0writing? Eh. I don't know. I hope she will it'll help me a great deal but if she doesn't, I surely can do this myself as I have for say 6 chapters now? it's a slow progression.
Will it be posted in my own fanfiction account or IITM?
I don't know. It's hard to say where this puppy will be. As I've said Cece helps a lot with the story telling and it'll just be posted wherever it's meant to be.
Have I done my reseach?
HAHAHA. Of course. I wouldn't want to write this if I hadn't. I watched movies, I looked up stuff online and books, and BLAH BLAH BLAH. I know Ancient Greece. I know what herbs they used to what Cloths they used for their clothes. Hell, I even know that some people dyed their hair back in those days believe it or not. Will I get everything right? No. since this is fanfiction, I'll have to modify some things and lets be honest, I'm only human. Acident Greece was A LONGGGGGGGG time ago. and it's impossible to get everything perfect.

Well, I think that's it for now. PRAY I GET WORD PROCESSOR BACK OKAY???? *dies*

What's up with us now...beware.

Hi guys!

Okay so a quick post today, sort of a heads up and all thinks IITM. We probably wont be updating LITD for a little while. BUT WE HAVE A REASONNNNNN.

Cece is out of town this week and wont return till this weekend, but that's not the big news.
Tiff (Me) is moving. Yep. MOVING. so as you can guess I've got tons of shit to do and pack and right now I'm just stressed, plus I don't know when my new place will get the internet. Not saying it'll never have it, because to be frank, I can't live without the web, but it'll be a while. My parents are wanting to buy me a new disktop for a gift so when that's all said and down I'll be able to write. I move in 2 days total.

IT'S AWESOME. because it's my first place by myself, without the parentals. So wish me luck.
I know you guys are probably thinking, what's so different then every other update, well this reason sounded important enough to mention. So you guys can't think we're just a bunch of lazy ass girls, pulling people's strings. we're not. we have lives. right now, it's just super busy.
maybe Cece will be able to write some once she gets back from her Vacation. (Note that her Vacation was random and supontaious and all things good in the world. and she's currectly getting some sun and hopping in a hot-tub with jets!)
I don't know. your best bet you guys is to hold your horses and pray Cece will find it in her to write. though I must warn you, she does have to school to make up for when she gets back.so...
Good Luck! and wish me Luck, I'm super nervous as hell. lol.

xoxo
Tiff

ELLO!

Hi guys,
How was your Thanksgiving?? or Better, How was Breaking Dawn Day? Well we had a blast and were quite impressed with the protrayal of the book. Personally Breaking Dawn was not a favorite of mine. and I think Cece's as well, but I can't speak for her, But the last book in the Twilight failed on some aspects that should of been. But most people know my opinions on the book so, I wont bore you with that. regardless of the suckness of the book, I have to say I was suprised that I liked it as much as I did. They changed some things but that's a good thing. (Don't think I didn't notice the change in the imprinting..."I'll be her friend, her protector, everything she needs." ....but NOT HER LOVER. SUCK IT SMEYER!)

ANYWAYS. I wanted to say Thank you guys for putting up with us this month. we've been through a lot. with our Health (Cece had her wisdom teeth pulled and she's drugged a lot.) and Personal. (I've had to kick out a over baring roommate and lost a friend.)

I hope everyone is enjoying LITD as much as we are writing it. Douche!Alec and Easy!Renesmee are so much fun to create. we feel as if characters should been flawed and problematic and as the story continues they change and evolve. and we hope you enjoy it. :)

Thanks for the reviews we're getting! 119 reviews for just 7 chapters. That beats TES. and it's crazy! THANKS SO MUCH!!


Xoxo
Tiff

Hello, our seven Followers. :)

Tiff tis here. At five AM no less wanting say...well I don't really know what I'm going to say. I usually don't on this thing till it's already happened. But regardless, I'm here. this early. [late for me] typing away at you beauties.

As you may have already guessed, TES. [The Emotionless Shadow] has ended. It's been such a crazy ride with that story and it's oddly, sad to see us close the door with it's final chapter.
Let me give you a farwell speech because A) I'm bored and B) I like emotional Good Byes to something that's been apart of our lives for about 3 years now.

When brainstorming this story, honestly me and Cee didn't think we would get the response we've gotten. it's lovely. and I want to thank everyone for the reviews and support. We have the best readers ever. I remember going up to Cee with this idea of a couple. Because I had recently seen a fanvideo of this pairing. this bizzare and beauitful pairing. and I kept going..."Am I insane?" well clearly, I was embaressed to even mention it to my best friend Cece. Whom I wrote fanfic with. I told her,
"Your gonna think I'm insane. but I have this pairing in my head, and they wont leave...but it's not possible! Okay, and it has Edward and Bella's daughter in it..."
she was all, "Okayyy...who? who do you ship her with?"

Now, let me tell you, when the first Volturi pictures came out, Cece was suprised to see Alec was Hot. I told her, when she told me who was casted as Alec that she might be suprised. little did I know the kid from X-men: The Last Staind would be haunting me this much. But anyways, I told Cece who I shipped her with. and to my shock, she got obsessed with them just as much as I have. we talked all night of the pairing. planning scenes. planning the connection. We knew the route of the story before even writing it. We knew Aro would want Renesmee for her power, and he'd use Alec to get what he wanted. we knew how their first time together --*winkwink*-- would go. we plan that first, strangely enough. and we also knew Edward and Bella's response. However things like Duckie, and Addie didn't come to play into much later. Felix wasn't even in the main idea of the story. I think kind of took us by the balls and made us throw him in the story. for which we were glad. We had worried that some of the characters, like Felix and even Heidi would be to Nice as a Volturi member, but then we realized, the Volturi members were once human. and they do have hearts. yes, their unbeating, but their there. as for Addie, to be frank we as writers, HATE her. LOL. she was such a difficult character to write. Because she wanted Alec. and loves Alec, and as Reneslec shippers, it was very hard for us. But By the time Alec came to Renesmee and she was refusing him, we knew we had to get someone to open her eyes. to see what it's like to loose him. and that scene was very fun to write. because it was like "FINALLY She can leave." It gave us some closure with that character. we've had to change a lot of chapters originally for the story.
Like, There was going to be this battle scene. A war even. and though it's nice in theory, we couldn't bring ourselves to write it. it just came out silly, and we hated it. so we rewrote. which turned out awesome, because this story wasn't about a Battle with the Volturi. it was about these two people falling for each other, depite who they were. It was about building a trust. that was the bottom line. I knew a lot of fans wanted more EB in the story. to honest, This was never going to have much of the Cullens. Because as far as Cee and I are concerned, they had their story. their spotlight. Alec never did. He was always a shadow. Hints the name. Which I came up with. I think Cece didn't really like the name but after so long, she went with it. and she came up with the new story's title. which is brilliant. we also found that Renesmee needed a story as well. a POV that was different then what Stephenie Meyer would write. we kept asking ourselves "What if she hated the Imprinting? That choice being taken from her?" and instantly, we had our Renesmee. who needed a new name. Thanks to Cece, we got "Nez" which I just LOVED. as many of you guys did. because we see Reviewers calling her that, and it just warms our hearts.
she is the product of Cece and I together. she's got parts of Me and Parts of Cece. with a little bit of spoildness. and we wanted Alec to be cocky. being a vampire as old as he is, and being a guard, he had to be cocky. He was the Boss. No one messed with him. not even Jane. and he knew it. we also knew he had a lot of emotional issues, dealing with his human life. so many problems that he blocked out most of it. like literally, he doesn't even remember what some people looked like. and he was happy with that.

Putting these two together has a been a rollercoaster. Me and Cee as people have been through so much writing this story. We've changed. we went through GREAT moments. and we've been through HELL moments. Haha. We put a part of ourselves in these people. some things in this story made us want to cry. and some things just mirrored our own selves. Hell, sometimes we wanted to kill each other. and it's weird, when Alec and Nez were fighting, so were me and Cece. like literally, as we wrote the fight scenes, we were at each other's throats. {we both have OCD, putting us together, we can get overwelmed, very easily.} and then there were moments where we didn't agree on somethings. like sexual scenes, and words being put. over all though this story has been our love. our baby. we would talk for hours, before we even wrote a sentence, about the chapters of the future. we'd be like one chapter 12 and talking about chapter 25. Haha. we still do that to this day. which is probably why we take so long to actually write. we just fangirl over our little world. and it's great. Hahah. as insane as it sounds.

I didn't think it would take this long to write this story. I was thinking "Oh, it'll be 10 chapters. and that's that." Hahaa No. No. TES wrote itself. and turned out to be 29 chapters. [with maybe a extra ending someday...who knows.]

I had no idea people would love Alec and Nez as much as I do. I wish so much that SMeyer would get her shit together and realize the possiblity. it would of been awesome. but in truth, I don't think I would of had as much fun being a reader then I do a writer of Alec and Nez. Not saying I could of done better, had SMeyers actually wrote them, because clearly, I don't think we're that great. BUT. it has been amazing, writing this story for you guys. Your passion for our dates, and hell even some people took their passion a little far...LOL..but. It's been a blast. to watch Videos being made, and pictures, and PMs..
I love you guys.

TES started with 7 reviews in the first chapter. it's ended with 955-
That. Blows. My. Mind. for a AU pairing. a AU. pairing of a character with only 3 lines in the movies. That's just flattering.

I hope you guys all keep in conntact with us. by Reading LITD. "Lost In The Dark." It's new. it's fresh. it's been updated 3 times already. and I promise on my grandmother's grave. it wont be as long as TES.

I just wont let that happen. Though it's be just as Angsty, if not more so. Hahaha.

Anyways, I think I've already bored you to tears with my Babble. It's almost 6AM and I'm starting to get the effects of no sleep. Hahaha. figures, I write a blog post inside of a chapter. *sighs* when will we ever learn?

KUDOS!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!

XOXO
Tiff

Clearly, we suck.

Okay!
so guys, I know it's been a long time since a update. again. I'm sorry, it's just this is the VERY VERY VERYYYYYY Last Chapter of The Emotionless Shadow. and it's hard for us to write, so...grin your teeth. smile. and pretend you still love us. Kay? Bahahahaha..

as I said, this is the last chapter for TES. buttttt we are working on other things to keep your Alec&Renesmee addiction.
I can't tell you everything, BUT! I can recommend a AH [All-Human] ONE-SHOT. Written by Us. on my [Tiff's] Fanfic page.

the link:
www.fanfiction.net/~DefineDelicate.

Now, again. This one-shot is AH/M-rated. if your not of the age/maturity level. what are you doing reading our shiz for?
The one-shot called "A Muffin In Scrubs"
Interesting Title? GO CHECK IT OUT.

You guys have been wonderful to us. and I love you always, and I can not wait to end TES. it's going to be awesome to be able to work on something else. TES is 2 years old. 2 YEARS. I thought when we planned it, it'd be a few months. but as always we suck. we really do. and it's probably never going to change. I'm really sorry we're like this. it's just the inspiration and the planning and the...no excuses. anyways...

Thank you for sticking by us through these years. I will be forever grateful.

xoxo
Tiff